"Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.."- Antoine de Saint Exupéry

She is still on my bed…

“She is still on my bed sleeping, magnificent even delicate, mild even material, the infinite amber of her hair and her exotic skin of a subtly saturated velvet peach contrast with the limpid ivory of the sheets that sensually wrap around her sensitive and gentle figure. As the morning sun invades through the laces swinging in the breeze, it brings refinements of warm colors that in a constant moving light up parts of her dewy freshness.
In the gloom of the room, contemplating her, a lapse of my biography elapses; intense and confusing, without denouement. We sensed this was coming, not from the first second, but in that first hour of our first meeting; her distinct beauty, her wise intelligence, her sensual casual attire… And now she’s here…
And although pleased I am not blessed. She is, no doubt, what I craved for. But … a déjà vu is almost consciously floating. She, a different she from a time forever absent, claims me the same delicacy that long ago is not earning. And thus it disquiet me that she, this real, vital She, will one day conjure into a fresher déjà vu.”
She is still on my bed – Dugutigui

Dedicated to my friend Dugutigui, who decided giving up blogging today.

Thank you my friend, I feel honoured for having known you, for all your comments and all your wisdom. I will sure miss you. May you be happy and loved.


6 responses

  1. Very nice.

    April 5, 2012 at 02:16

  2. I had just started reading his posts….and he gave up blogging. 😦
    I had found some really nice writings in Dugutigui’s blog!
    You have put the most amazing farewell, Ela!
    And, you know what I am so happy that I know someone like you.
    I was feeling very low somehow today, but your posts give me peace, and make me smile.
    Thanks for being there!

    April 6, 2012 at 15:40

    • Oh no, Lopa, smile, life is beautiful…I’m always here for you, and posting makes me also smile, because life can be really though sometimes….:)
      Thank you for being there too, you have no idea how much it matters to me! 🙂
      And yes, I’ve met you all online, each one of you with a different life and different thoughts…but you are each one of you perfect and beautiful and I really love you all. 🙂

      April 6, 2012 at 15:53

    • D. is a really wonderful man and I hope he knows it. I am not sure if I have told him that or if he saw any of the answers to his farewell post, but I sure hope he will return to his blog oneday. I admire and respect him and I really miss him… 😦

      April 6, 2012 at 15:58

      • I know how it feels!
        Don’t worry…you know what…have faith…he will surely return!
        My heart says…faith does wonders!

        April 6, 2012 at 16:13

      • Amen! 🙂

        April 6, 2012 at 16:19

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