"Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.."- Antoine de Saint Exupéry

Archive for March, 2013

No End No Beginning

No end no beginning
Which one of us is loving more
Always one crying while the other is dying
Just carry my ache so you will know the feeling
Inside you’re weak for this love and I’m bleeding
So I breathe my life through your shades of grey
Or you kill the lights so we can fade away
No end  no beginning


memyselfandela, 2013

My One And Only

I have made myself
Singing bird to be close to a blind man
To melt his heart and make him see
That he has all the love in this universe.

Nobody will ever know why
All this beauty gets born out of the greatest pain
Why the heart bleeds and smiles at the same time
Or how deep is this love.

One day my flight will break
And my song will fade
And my body will be gone
Yet all that matters is that I sang my heart out for my one and only love.


memyselfandela, 2013

As a matter of… cat

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Did you smile today?


What do YOU hold for most dear?

They say one can learn a lot about a person just by looking at their night table. This is mine. I don’t know what it says about me, it’s just what I hold dear and close to my heart.



Angelis – Pie Jesu

Happy Easter Dear Friends

Today many of you celebrate Easter. I am Christian Orthodox and we celebrate Easter in May, but nevertheless everybody else celebrates today.
Easter is the most important Christian Holiday, filled with the hope of life, the joy of goodness and the unconditional love offered by God to all of us. It teaches us about the value of love, sacrifice, commitment, faith, patience, wisdom, forgiveness.
May your day be blessed. If you have family be happy with your family. If you have children, make them feel loved. If you are alone feel that you are loved. If you have no friends, take my hand to feel my friendship. If you feel like a nobody, I am here, just another nobody like you, you are not the only one, just smile and embrace the day.
I offer you in this day of light the smiles of my girls. My girls are my flowers, my quiet friends and companions, the ones that share the feelings and the air here with me in my quiet corner of the world. Enjoy their smiles, they are as sincere as mine or as the ones of children. All pictures are from today, this sunny morning.
Have a blessed day.
Much love to you all,

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Good Morning World

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Black & White



Your eyes

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memyselfandela, 2013



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Good Old Music…



Cookie of the day


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I love you that much




The Only Way to Know That Someone Truly Loves You


Music for My Heart



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I never wonder why I love Lana’s music so much.

She sings of tragedy, life, love and loss… Of missing, of kissing, of crazy loving, of being born to die and of living life…

She’s more alive than so many others.



The Sound Of Missing You


Dare to be Crazy

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Yes, I dare you all. We would never ever survive unless we get a little crazy…
I am crazy, I admit it. This spark of craziness and passion makes me who I am, this makes life worth living and I am happy with it. 😀

Thoughts Of The Day

Today was sunny in the morning and got a bit cold and cloudy in the afternoon, but the day was still very nice day for me.
After getting to the city and  solving few problems I went to the donation centre. It was the first time when I went there so it took me some time to find the exact location.


The information I had been given was that the church was the donation place for today, so first I entered the church (where was a funeral service for a young woman that unfortunately passed away), then I asked for details and I found out that I only had to cross the street and get inside the church hall where the donation centre was set for the day.

The story of me becoming a donor is a long story. Many years ago, back in Romania, I wanted once to donate blood for a child in desperate need and I was told that I can’t, because I would have been not in good health. I was very upset because my blood group is O negative, a very rare one, and I have heard many people asking for this group of blood for operations, yet because my Romanian family doctor was not fair enough to test my blood properly I have not been able to donate blood.
When I came to UK I have asked for new blood tests and I was absolutely amazed to hear that I am perfectly ok and I can donate. So here I was, after a while of waiting for the appointment day to come, I could finally go there and make one of my dreams come true.
The nurses that took care of the donors were amazing, kind, caring, they have spent time with all of us trying to inform us and get all details about us. The donation itself takes not much at all. After that we have all been offered drinks and cookies and we could rest for as long as we needed before we left the hall.
I must say it was a nice day for me because it was great to see all the people there, people of all ages that gave a bit of themselves just to help someone they don’t even know. I would say, if you have never tried it or never thought of it, just to get some information and try. You never know when one of your own family might need a pint of blood, or maybe even yourself. It’s no stress, it’s no bad feeling, you will not faint nor feel bad, you will just lie on a donation chair for 7-10 minutes and you will not even know when it’s done, it goes that fast. But that pint of blood that you give will be a life saver for someone, or will increase the chances of survival. Or will be used for students that study medicine and that in the future will become doctors and will save lives. However you look at it , it’s still a positive thing.
After going out I have enjoyed very much the little streets and houses and I have even taken few pictures for you to enjoy. I met many children in uniforms coming back from school, people coming back from work and even two cats taking a walk on the alley.

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It was a beautiful day today, and I wish you all a beautiful evening.
May your heart be full of light, may your spirit smile, may you be loved and healthy.
Much love to you all.

Music for My Heart